Last night did not go according to plan. Details... unneccesary to what point I am trying to get across by writing this. I got home rather distraught and stupidly enough did a few things I shouldn't and said a few things I shouldn't. Regardless I needed a friend so I called out to the people that I hoped would help. I ended up on the phone with Daniel and he put a lot of things in perspective for me. That I'm worried too much about everything happening to me and that I need to just calm down and take a step back. Also, that I probably don't remember what it's like to be single anymore so I still need to get the hang of this and figuring out who I am. I stressed to him that I have no idea who I am and he suggested maybe just going with what feels right and that I would know what is a part of me when I find it.
It wasn't all serious talk. We did share some funny stories and we talked about him and Becca (His lady love). They are together now and you know, as much as I like Daniel, I'm happy that things worked out for him. It doesn't hurt or bother me really as much as it did. I have more happy feelings than disappointed. Because it does prove that good things come to those who wait.
There's a lot of things I need to step back on and just let them work their way into what I need at the time. I need to take a look at everything and slowly try to sort it all out, but not obsess over it. I just have to go do things on my own. It was was a good. talk. A long one too, but I enjoyed it. At the end of the night I was feeling better about things and I guess that's what counts.
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